Not mine.

Not my fault. Think.

When people say i never put in effort when i miss someone, i do. I know and i realise my curfew has been a problem and thats the reason why i prefer to msg. And i never stopped msging and i continue to msg even though it’s like im talking to myself. And with that kind of attitude, if youre selfish or you wanna delete me off, go ahead… Worst, sometimes it’s like getting replied by a smiley auto-reply.

But theres a thereshold to everything. I stopped. And when i stopped. It’s hard for me to go back. And a few had hit their threshold.

i dont get it.

i don’t get it.

most of the times we are putting effort for the people who dont deserve our effort & time.
most of the times we are expecting more from the people we gave.
but sometimes, because they think that their effort is how we want it to be or already enough for us. 
but also sometimes, we thought that we’re already doing good enough for them.

HOWEVER sometimes, that effort we already put in for them is already the best and thats how we want it to be between us. especially IF when we are always the one who start the conversation etc, then getting replied with a smiley/emoji or nothing at all, SERIOUSLY eventually we get tired.

Sunday

Last weekend was awesome. Had bridal shower with Dearie Divas @ Holiday Inn Orchard City.

Then on the Sunday, me & Kak Atiqah woke up early for our Yellow Ribbon Run 2012. I think I did well for my first 5 click run event.! My timing was undertiming! 😀   So aft the run, met up with colleagues & other family members who joined the run.

Colleagues

Family.

Then, in the evening went to a gf’s 21st bday party. Nice to meet up & catch up with secondary sch mates aft not meeting/seeing each other for years, the exmonitress, exprefect, excrush, the exarch-enemy, the buddy, the smartest kid in class etc!

Happy Birthday!

I am also looking forward to this coming weekend too! Excited for Adam’s comeback & the F1 WITH Maroon 5 being part of F1.

Army.

10 days ago,

And now, 6 more days later,

&i am zzzooooo excited to see him again 6 days later……

hey man. nice hair. “Kazuhiro Watanabe’s world-record hairstyle.”